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C'est notre histoire d'amour
Profile .

MaryCatherineee (:

24101996 1936 (: , Sweet 14
A pure blood-ed Filipino
and proud of it ! (:
Paco Catholic School
St. Scholastica's College
Fernvale Pri
Hougang Sec @ 1E3
St. Mark's, NSW Year 9 (Sec 3)
In ♥ with Justin Drew Bieber !
and i will be a belieber until like forever ! (:

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30 day letter .

Day 1 — Your Best friend
Day 2 — Your Crush
Day 3 — Your parents
Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger
Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 — The last person you kissed
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror

Wishlist .

[✔] Already Have
[x] Don't Have
[G] Give Up
{strikeout} Fulfilled/ Achieved
{not strikeout} Not Fulfilled/ Achieved

My Own Wants
[x] More bags
[x] More & More Shades ! (:
[x] More Tees !
[✔] New jacket ! (:
[G] Skechers - Kaboom & Funk ! (:
[✔] Sneakers from Converse ! (:
[✔] The bag from Ehub ! (:
[✔] New Wallet
[✔] New PencilBox
[✔] JUSTIN BIEBER'S MY WORLD album ! (:
[✔] JUSTIN BIEBER'S MY WORLD 2.0 album !(:
[✔] JUSTIN BIEBER'S MY WORLDS - aus edition ! (:
[✔] JUSTIN BIEBER'S First Step 2 Forever ! (:
[✔] JUSTIN BIEBER'S My Worlds The Collections ! (:
[✔] JUSTIN BIEBER'S My Worlds Acoustic ! (:
[✔] JUSTIN BIEBER'S Never Say Never- The Remixes !
[✔] to watch JUSTIN BIEBER'S concert on 28/04/11 ! (:
[✔] Watch Justin Bieber: Never Say Never 3D ! (: [✔] Purple 3D Glasses ! (:
[✔] New Phone( Iphone 4 ) ! (:
[G] Grow Taller
[x] Lose Weight
[✔] 2nd rebonding
[✔] 3rd rebonding
[x] 4th rebonding
[x] Wear Coloured Contacts
[x] ELMO stuff toys
[✔] Elmo flip-flops
[G] elmo pillow i saw in mini toons
[✔] iPod classic
[x] iPod Touch with FaceTime !
[x] Monster Beats by Dr. Dre - Studio (black) !
[x] Monster Beats by Dr. Dre - Solo (black) !
[x] Dr Dre - JustBeats Solo !
[✔] Audio Techinca - ATH-SJ3 (black) !
[✔] SkullCandy - Icon !
[x] SkullCandy - Lowrider ! (:
[✔] Headphones from SkullCandy
[✔] PSP
[✔] Nintendo DS
[G] Not to migrate to Australia by September !
[G] to bond All of my friends before i go
[G] to have a farewell party before i go !

[G] Go back to SG , for good !
For my Iphone 4 !
[✔] 1st Casing !
[✔] 2nd Casing !
[✔] 3rd Casing !
[x] 4th Casing - Specks for Iphone 4 !
[x] 5th Casing - Specks for Iphone 4 !

Studies/ Schools
get at least 2 A1/A2 for CA1
get at least 3 A1/A2 for SA1
get at least 4 A1/A2 for CA2
be in the top ten(at least)for CA1, SA1 and CA2
Get More than 210 for PSLE
Go to A Great School
Go to Hougang Secondary School
Guitar , Shooting , Photography as my cca
More Intelligence
Get Good Grades

Others
[G] Him !
[G] to be close to Him !
[G] to talk to Him more !
[G] to go out with Him !
[G] forget the Crappy Racist !


Talk .



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Archives.

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December 2010
February 2011

28 October 2009 - 7:52 PM

i had fun today
went to pei hwa sec
n stayback in school til 4
so fun
but i almost
cried cuz
geraldine was heart broken
n i suddenly remembered
i am also heart broken cuz of him
so i almost cried n now he online on msn
n i cant stop thinking bout him again!^_^
then geraldine keep on telling  me
dat there is a brighter side of this
but i told there is no
brighter side
cuz i have no chance wif him
(so sad ): )
n i just want to scream
to da whole world
i luv him
but i really tried to control myself
but i really luv him so much
i noe dat he hates me but
i cant control his feelings
n changing to him liking
rite but dat wold make everyones 
life better n easier rite
if we r not fated
so be it
i cant choice my own destiny
on who to be wif rite
dat would just be in my dreams
bb bloggie^_^




21 October 2009 - 2:00 PM

2 more dayz to my party n
3 more dayz to my bday
i cant wait
but y am i so excited
when he is not comng
n not here in sg
but now my feelings r
some where in da middle
cuz i feel so excited
but i feel so sad cuz
(u noe y luh)
i just wish dat he was here
at least he could
just great me on my bday
or i could see his smile
is not enough to make
my bday perfect

fyi i hate my parents
so much
cuz dun allow me
to go to sentosa
wif my gfs
i ionly just wan too have fun
but they dun allow me
y is life so unfair

btw geraldine
can u hellp me tell
ur mummy
HappyBday!!
Thx!!

iluv geraldine
iluv jaslin
iluv sherlynn
iluv jolene
iluv jocelyn
iluv syakirah
iluv jermain
   ILUV HIM*.*


20 October 2009 - 11:42 AM
Pretty Boy ^_^

I lie awake at night
    See things in black and white
   I've only got you inside my mind
   You know you have made me blind

I lie awake and pray
That you will look my way
I have all this longing in my heart
I knew it right from the start

Oh my pretty pretty boy I love you
Like I never ever loved no one before you
Pretty pretty boy of mine
Just tell me you love me too
Oh my pretty pretty boy
I need you
Oh my pretty pretty boy I do
Let me inside
Make me stay right beside you

I used to write your name
And put it in a frame
And sometime I think I hear you call
Right from my bedroom wall

You stay a little while
And touch me with your smile
And what can I say to make you mine
To reach out for you in time
Oh my pretty pretty boy I love you
Like I never ever loved no one before you
Pretty pretty boy of mine
Just tell me you love me too
Oh my pretty pretty boy
I need you
Oh my pretty pretty boy I do
Let me inside
Make me stay right beside you

Oh pretty boy
Say you love me too
Oh my pretty pretty boy I love you
Like I never ever loved no one before you
Pretty pretty boy of mine
Just tell me you love me too
Oh my pretty pretty boy
I need you
Oh my pretty pretty boy I do
Let me inside
Make me stay right beside you





19 October 2009 - 2:00 PM

sorry blog i have not blog for 4 days
cuz i was so sad
cuz da whole of last week 
he did not come to school
n i saw him last sat at da field 
in front of my house going  to da cc
n i just also found out
he was going to thailand
on da following day
n he is not able to come to my party
so sad!! T_T
at first i thought dat
he was just making dat up
just for him not come to my party
but he really going to thai
with bobby
cuz bobby wrote it in his blog
n jia ming tod me dat he is going
then after dat every
morning i cant stop thinking bout
him n i wake up at bput 4am or 5am
thinking bout him n
i almost cry evry morning
cuz i miss him so much
i just wish dat he can
come to my party
but he cant
iluvhimsomuch!!


15 October 2009 - 5:48 PM
him..him..him..again

i cant stop thinking bout him again
dis morning our form teacher
wrote his name cuz there will a performance
in our class tom
n she did not erased it
n i cant stop staring at it
n after dat when my GFs n i
were going to da toilet
n our teacher was on front of us walking..
she suddenly noticed dat she has
brought da wrong books wif her
then asked me put it on her table after
we went to da toilet
n i looked at it n she gave me..
HIS BOOKS!
i as so happy cuz i was holding on his books
but i felt so awkward dat my gfs keep on
telling me to hug it but i didnt
so dumb rite!?
i regreted not hugging it
n i was so sad cuz he did not come to
school again
so so sad!
i miss him so much
n when we switched places
there was a vacant table next to me
n it was meant for him
so so happy!
but it all ended
when one foolish guy(elmo)
keep on laughing cuz he was sitting wif jae sang
n he made him laugh
dat our teacher made him move to his place n suddenly
my smile faded away
n i pity jas so much
cuz she  has a good of her crush
but when it was already mt
everyone can do their own things
so da girls behind him n
da girl nxt to her went to him n played cards
 n whenshe saw it her smile also faded
n she was so emo for 1hr
cuz she was so jealous of them!!
bb bloggie n
fyi
i miss him n
love him so much!!<3


14 October 2009 - 11:12 PM
vovi city

today was so fun
my frens i went to vivo city
(me,geraldine,syakirah,michelle t., 
jae sang n jia ming)
they were so funny
we ate at swensens
then watch movie
it was so boring
dat i almost slept
but while watching it
i was still thinking bout him
cuz he did not come to school today
dat i miss him so much
n not only during da movie
while i was eating,
taking da mrt to vivo
n while going back
so da whole point is
i was thinking of him da whole day
i have not seen him for 2 days
n i already miss him already
why cant i just forget him for 1 day
cuz o think dat
i luv him so much
dat he is ruining my life
he is also da reason for my sleepless nites
i just hope dat he comes to school tom
cuz i miss him so much
luvhim
luvya~
bb bloggie!<3
muacks missu tesa<3
muacks miss him too!!<3



13 October 2009 - 5:25 PM


im so bored
idk wat to do
so i just wrote a blog entry
every since i woke up at 5:30am
dis morning
i kept stop thinking bout him again
i really dunno wat to do wif
my feelings for him
i luv him so much
every sec of da day
i think if him
every night
he is in my dream n
i wake up again him on my mind
y cant my feelings
give it a rest for at least
a month
so i wont get hurt
so i will forget him
cuz im really going to hurt
my feelings if i continue
i just wan to forget about him
wan to noe y?
cuz it looks like he likes someone else
n if i heard dat
dat person also likes him
then y bother going after him
after all they like each other
so wats da point !!!
bb bloggie!<3



12 October 2009 - 7:13 PM
him again


i just luv him so much
constantly i keep on thinking of him
even he is infront of me...
constantly i cant sleep cuz of him
constantly he is on my mind...
WHY DO I LOVE YOU??
i luv u so much!
ur always on my mind..
i keep on thinking bout u..
i cant sleep no matter wat i do
iluvyasomuch!..
iluvhimsomuch!..
i hate dat i luv ya,but
i luv it so much dat i luv you
WHY DO I LOVE YOU?
LIKE I ALWAYS DO~
ILUVYASOMUCH!!
i cant stop from
luving you
cuz
I LUV U SO MUCH!!


- 6:54 PM
yay PSLE over...party tym!!!

i went to compass point
n ate at swensens
so full...
went to best n use da macbook
to go to da internet
then go precious thots
..gerardine wants to buy a present for her mum
its so cute!!
she show me some figurines
so cute too!!
showed me a figurine
dat is has a guy n a gal ..
..hugging..
n she told  it was me n him!!
hahaha!!
i smiled!!
n just ignored her!
i so rude!
sorry geraldine!!
n went home to write in my blog!
bb bloggie!!<3




11 October 2009 - 5:50 PM
him..him..him..him

hiie bloggie,
i really cant stop thinking n
i really miss him
i really luv him
so much
ILUVHIMSOMUCH!!!
y cant stop luving him
i hate dat i luv him but
i luv at i luv him so much n
i hate dat he gives my heart so much pain
but i luv it cuz he is da reason y it is pain
ILUVHIMSOMUCH!!!
i hate dat i luv him but
i luv dat i luv him
AAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!
ILUVHIMSOMUCH!!!


10 October 2009 - 3:00 PM
LUV...HIM...SO...PAINFUL...N...SO...GREAT!!!

SMILEYS<3
SMILIN(:
SOB T_T
TEARS T_T
AAAAARRRRRHHHHHH >3<
 i really cant help it
i cant control my luv for him
Y? Y? Y? Y?
dis morning i thought dat im not goin to see him
but after a while i had a feeling dat..
im goin to saw him yesterday..
n i really did!!!
im so so so happy


but wen i told geraldine dis she suddenly told me
dat he likes someone else
i told her dat
i almost cried cuz
he likes someone else
n she said dat she was an
expert on love
but i dun think so
i still think dat its not true
dat he likes someone else
n i made geraldine feel so bad


i really almost had tears in my eyes
y is luv so painful
y must luv be so painful
y cant i control da pain
y cant i stop da pain
i just wan it to stop!

ILuvHIMSoMuch!!!
ILuvHIMSoMuch!!!
ILuvHIMSoMuch!!!
ILuvHIMSoMuch!!!
ILuvHIMSoMuch!!!
ILuvHIMSoMuch!!!
ILuvHIMSoMuch!!!
ILuvHIMSoMuch!!!
ILuvHIMSoMuch!!!
ILuvHIMSoMuch!!!
ILuvHIMSoMuch!!!
ILuvHIMSoMuch!!!
ILuvHIMSoMuch!!!
ILuvHIMSoMuch!!!
ILuvHIMSoMuch!!!
ILuvHIMSoMuch!!!
ILuvHIMSoMuch!!!
ILuvHIMSoMuch!!!
ILuvHIMSoMuch!!!
ILuvHIMSoMuch!!!
ILuvHIMSoMuch!!!



- 2:34 AM
y is luv so painful???


y is luv so painful?
y does he must hurt my feelings so much
it like stabbing my heart
n leaving a unhealable hole
i just wan to surrender to luv
but i cant help it
somtyms i just love da feeling
n mostof da tym i hate it
life is really
god damn unfair!
n smetyms i they just call me
a emo disgusting freak
cuz i love him so much
dat my mood changes so fast
cuz of him!



09 October 2009 - 4:42 PM
im so jealous..im so sad...im so happy..im so lucky

i dunno wat im feeling, cuz smt i just feel so lucky n happy when i see him when he is around, but at da same tym i feel so jealous n sad cuz i see him talking to another girl n he is like avoiding me. i just smtyms i just wan to give up on love n smtyms i just wan to i scream dat i love him. i really wat im feeling( is dis really love). y is da feeling of love so nice n so painful. i noe dat my love for him is so disgusting, but i really cant help. wen im sad n jealous i feel like someone stabbed my heart with i knife. n wen im so happy n lucky i feellike im in heaven. y does he avoids me everytym, is he just shy or he really hates me loving him. bb


- 1:10 PM
its cuz of him........again


since been weeks since i noticed i like him n da more i longer i like him i will love him more. everyday n night im thinking bout him nonstop even in my dreams. Why Do I Love You? at first i dun even noe if i like u til i ask geraldine on how do u feel when ur in love. n from dat day on i cant stop thinking n dreaming bout him. now i cant stop smiling everytym i hear ur voice, see u or hear ur name, n my heart is beating so fast dat i get butterflies in my stomach. I LUV U SO MUCH!!!


08 October 2009 - 4:45 PM
PSLE maths

da maths paper was ssssssssssoooooooooo difficult dat i cant do 4 qs. all i just wan to do is to DIE! i wan to scream til my voice is gone! i wan to kill my self 4 not doin my best for not try hard to complete da qs. but i just wan to smile!<3


- 4:45 PM
PSLE

everyone(p6-1, FVPS) will get A* for all of our subjects! as long as u noe u can! so belive in urself dat u can! I noe dat dat Maths paper was quite difficult but u still can have eng,mt n sci to pull ur grades up! Jia You! Jia You! Jia You! have cofidence in urself dun be so nervous! just smile! luvya!<3